i'm super lazi and tired now.. i dunnoe wad to do except to blog. maple cannot play lorr.. maintainance.. and i'm bored *yawns smiley is out for job interview and it arent nice to disturb. so i decided not to sms him and let myself be bored.. he promised to sms me de lorr.. and he didnt =( maybe haven his turn lorr. wad can i say? even he go find gf also liddat. jus that i wont sms lorr.. [like mr d liddat- i noe who his gf is.. haha] mom's frens coming my hse for entertainments affairs => majong.. which to me = loud noise; great pollutions. decided to go esther's hse if mom allows. aniway, she jus leave few blogs away frm me. =) [high chances] i'm jus soooo bored. cant blame. she the one who can does silly things and can make me do wif her *i mus be mad* and can realli make me happi :) i re-emphasis, i'm not a les. though esther thinks i'm.. dots. i was super high and i decided to chiong my amath tys and revision exercises in the textbook last night and jus now when i was waiting for jie and sms-ing smiley (: dunnoe wad strikes me. suddenly have the mood to study hard for o and i totally dun wan to go out shopping [though he asked me] and i realli wan to study.. and do well. maybe b'cos eoy papers as wad i expected will not be of good grades.. surely scoldings and naggings from teachers and parents will start which means no gaming; no everything. jus books and is TEXTbooks.. those that are wordly and i'll have a headache reading them. i didnt do any bits of my essays. i was too tired to do them. jus let them pile up the mean time. i've jus had my eoy lor. and he's understanding de lorr XD *i supposed so* no way man! it's gaming time.. at least till today. tmr will be a killer. we are getting back our scripts tmr. i hope i'll do well *seems not* at least get good eng, chi, phy, sh and amath marks. my piority are those.. =D i dun say i'm not scared. frankly, i'm veri veri veri veri veri veri scared